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Living in the Tension of Now and Not Yet

August 20, 20252 min read

Waiting in Anticipation

 

Do you wait in daily anticipation of the blessed hope of Christ’s return?

 

That question stopped me this week. My first instinct was to nod yes. Of course I do. But then I sat with it a little longer, and I had to be honest with myself. Most mornings begin not with anticipation, but with distraction. The sink is full of dishes. My phone is buzzing with reminders. There are appointments, conversations, and worries waiting before my feet even hit the floor. By the time I notice, the day has pulled me under. And the longing for His coming feels distant.

 

I think this is the wrestle of being here. We live in a world that demands our attention, yet we are also asked to keep our eyes lifted to heaven. It is hard to hold both at once. And maybe that is why waiting in anticipation takes intention.

 

For me, it looks small. It is not always a grand display of devotion. Sometimes it’s lingering a little longer in scripture, letting a verse echo through the day. Sometimes it is pausing long enough to feel that nudge to send a message, make a call, or check on someone. Sometimes it’s as simple as noticing the way the sky shifts in the evening, and remembering He promised to come again.

 

And then there is the other part of the question: What works is He calling you to do that can display the work He has done in your heart?

 

This one feels tender. Because I know the places where I fall short. I know the sharp edges in me that still need softening. Yet even in that, I sense His invitation. Today He might be calling me to forgive where it is not easy. Tomorrow it might look like showing up with love where I’d rather hold back. The work shifts, but the call is the same: let His grace shape how I live.

 

I don’t wait perfectly. I don’t always notice. But I keep coming back. And maybe that is the heart of anticipation—choosing, over and over, to turn my face toward Him.

 

So here is my quiet question for you, the same one I am asking myself: What is one small thing you can do today that will keep His coming close in your heart?

Hi there, I’m Amber—the voice behind this blog. I’m a seeker, a listener, and someone who loves helping others find deeper connection and meaning in the everyday moments of life.

I believe that God is present in all our moments, even the quiet, messy ones, and that our growth often happens in the places we least expect. Whether it’s through a whisper, a feeling, or an unexpected pause, I’m constantly learning to tune in and recognize His presence, even in the chaos of life.

When I’m not writing, you’ll likely find me exploring new ideas, spending time with my family, or just reflecting on the ways I can grow and help others do the same. I’m passionate about faith, growth, and helping you navigate life’s ups and downs with grace, honesty, and a whole lot of heart.

I’m so glad you’re here. I hope my words offer some peace, encouragement, and a sense of connection as you journey through your own path.

Amber Insera

Hi there, I’m Amber—the voice behind this blog. I’m a seeker, a listener, and someone who loves helping others find deeper connection and meaning in the everyday moments of life. I believe that God is present in all our moments, even the quiet, messy ones, and that our growth often happens in the places we least expect. Whether it’s through a whisper, a feeling, or an unexpected pause, I’m constantly learning to tune in and recognize His presence, even in the chaos of life. When I’m not writing, you’ll likely find me exploring new ideas, spending time with my family, or just reflecting on the ways I can grow and help others do the same. I’m passionate about faith, growth, and helping you navigate life’s ups and downs with grace, honesty, and a whole lot of heart. I’m so glad you’re here. I hope my words offer some peace, encouragement, and a sense of connection as you journey through your own path.

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